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| XANGA BITCHES
nobody reads this shit lol im bout ta switch ta my space but yea im bored as shit ...wheres everyone at? | | |
| ITS BEEN AWHILE I GUESS....
well hey there i guess xanga has lost its fun for me
2 explains why i havnt wrote anything since graduation so thought
id update
im currently unemployed from the bayou ....fuckin hooray lol good
ridence mom told me it wasnt a smart move ta quit my job without
another one to go to...but its not like im gonna try an go back there
now hah but anywho ive been on the job hunt been shut down a few times
but al packer ford dealership in whitemarsh looks good wht else o
yea its fuckin july an i havnt done anything really worth tellin bout 
kinda lame i start college next monday well atleast one class a
day just math mon-thur this should b fun seein as how i havnt
done any real challenging math for 2 years so yea an
woohoo my hour drive down there should b fun too lol hate ta say
it but bein graduated isnt tht fun if ur just goin ta college
afterwards so basically same shit different place
in other news been workin on dons mustang just put a comp camshaft in bitch will run 12s now
wht else .... um thts all i got for now just gonna write when i feel like it again i guess
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| BETTER DAY
went ta dads cookout today me an the cripple (sam)
...did the fam thing then me sam an don went ta the drivin range in
churchville then we left in the traditional fashion of a burnout onto
22  funny coincidence first step brother brandon asks "hey u
kno any kid tht drives a white sentra..." hmmm well theres eric lagnese....
he said he raced some white sentra the other night well then sam
happens ta bring up victor talkin bout racin a black altima sayin " who hooks
up an altima...is tht ur moms car ? " well there ya
go wouldnt knock the altima boys its taken out
meaner cars then a sentra b4  acctually ive beat his sentra
with the suzuki....ill do it again whenever ur ready lol  nothin
serious just bragin rights i guess lol anyways yea things r
lookin up maybe its not so bad or maybe itll all come crashing back
down tomorrow who knows...
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.... omg i didnt notice FUCK U its the second time its happened
they walk out in to the middle of the road n play chicken with me
try an make me slow down funny thing s when they do it im usually not
doin more then ten over they stand as close as they can to my car tryin
ta scare me but do i stop no....in fact this time i sped up fuck tht
motherfucker if hes got a death wish i dont care ....im soundin imature
i kno but anyways this guy comes walkin out an imediately i kno wht hes
doin im like God damn it not again hes in the middle of the
road i down shift an speed up an he sticks his hand out an slaps my car
....
i flicked him off real good
the next time he was outside i really could of gotten in a fist
fight with him i really didnt care wether id win or loose hes
like 30 but skinny owns two jettas... yea id fuck him
up or at least try i just needed ta beat something/someone up so
it was wht ever got in my way next...so i found my punchin bag an just
went nuts on it ive never unloaded on something so bad i didnt
even wrap my hands punched for 15 min as hard as i could an
screamin at the top of my lungs an just bein insane i
do believe tht u shouldnt let ur emotions control ur decisions an try
an be rational...tht policy is slowly goin out the window tho i
noticed my hands wouldnt stop shakin an twitchin for like 2 hours
afterwards (nerve damage)....stupid i kno an just
everythings gettin to me im just so fuckin edgy i always thought
it would get easier if u worked harder...i feel the need ta drink or
somethin but theres nothin in this house ...just something else thts
pissin me off i wanna destroy something or build
something live die idk just
something i cant stand doin nothin for too long
i need to do something worthy of tellin others i feel tht im not really
doin anything with my life just sittin still with no direction we
never do anything anymore the crews been disassembled and as a wise
person has informed me "its never gonna b the same again" 
here was my plan today i was supposed to go to my college orientation
in catonsville (thts an hour away for those of u tht dont kno)
orientation starts at 9 am till 1 pm i figured id have to leave at like 8 am to
make it....i was wrong let me explain im new to the world
of city driving apparently 8-9am is in the middle of rush hour welp
didnt come to my attention till im sittin in the middle of stop an go
traffic many miles from my exit at 855am an i still had to find the
college when i got off 695 an yes i drove alone mom said " u hafta
learn ta do these things on ur own" 
i
was like god damn it went ta the stupid building K (run down lil shack)
three black ladies all on the phone stood an waited for one to get off
the fone the rescheduled me for thursday i could have done all
this over the fone an saved me some gas so i left the stupid college
pissed off, frustrated an hungry i wanted ta vent to someone but noooo
i had to go alone i hate drivin alone ne ways so its bout 930 so
im thinkin hmm maybe i can salvage something from this miserable day an
go ta work an make some money.... well attempt ta get home i decide to
take 40 since im hungry (McDs) go the wrong way end up in howard county
turn around go through baltimore city ...tht stretch of rt. 40 hasta be
the worst known to man two way one lane each of the worst
pavement ever not to mention its raining (worn out pavement is like ice
when it rains) i slid through 3 red lights one rite after the
other OO an the scenery...the scenery....burnt-out row homes,
shady lookin black dudes, an nasty white trash hookers for as far as i
could c .....it was hell on earth some how i made it so i called work
an told um the situation said id be comin in to day after all they told
me dont bother they had it covered well i then told mr. lou ward tht id
need off thursday instead ok he said tht means im only
workin tomorrow then im off until after senior week a bright spot rite
cept i have no money to speak of so work would b a good thing rite
now ugh went home ate some damn corn chowder sat
round all day went ta school gave lauren her cell phone since it went
dead an i have her car charger i charged it for her during my travels
tht day 
cuz im a nice guy to a select few people greg came over we watched this car video then got a lil
ringy dingy from dickie burch (stepdad) he needs our help hes got a
docs appointment but hes drivin his pods truck (podzilla as he calls
it...its pretty big) he didnt wana park it downtown so he wants
me ta meet him at the park n ride an take him to the docs ....ok im not
doin nething shit for a minute there i thought he might be
askin me ta drive the new TL type S somewhere (its a sweet ride